Laugh at me as possible as you wish, Yesterday, the 21st of August is my period. I am not wounded, and I am not a lady, just been stupid. For alot things, and kinda felt like I was isolated. I called my best pals, and I told them the situation, wow, that was a relief after crying to both of them, yes, I have. I sort of managed to get over with it.

 

It all started when I woke up in the morning at 7:24. I remember the specific time cause I woke up earlier that morning. And it was raining. I can believe I ate a pear then go straight back to my bed and I felt asleep again, the next thing I remember I woke up at 11, cause I was starving. Then I get off my bed, drunk some water. I sat there still for 2 or 3 hours, I don't know what was wrong with me, it's like I got a bunch of question marks attaching to my head. I was like swimming in the outer space with no direction. Or I was running through a hole with endless windows. O Gee, that's full of confusion. I do have a problem with the rain which upsets me alot, but I had not known it would depress me.

 

One inner section of mine just became so heavy that I can't even breath. I tried to lie down. But I could not. I saw my hands were shaking, that's the moment I released that I was not myself. Then I decided to call them, C and T. I wanted to let my parents knew about it, but I haven't called them for I didn't want to scare them. C told me he has the same problem sometime, all I need to do is to step out my circle to make some new friends. While as T told me I getta perfect my life by accomplishing all the dreams I told her. Thanks for you two my best pals, I don't know what I would be without you two.